My body harboured hate, So deeply rooted, it took years to eradicate. Years to reestablish human affection. But now on my own road to redemption, You show up like an unwanted guest at the dinner table. I'm trying to stay sane but my mind remains unstable. I beg you to leave and you apologise, Like …

Not Today.

I can feel potential love slowly slipping away But I'm too tired, too weak Too scared to convince it to stay. A.