Bystander.

You've forgotten how to be strong and I've been there, I've been here, I've been everywhere in between strong and weak, Victory and defeat, The will to live and a deep longing for death to open up her arms and embrace me. So I understand, The sudden rush of emotions. You’re not sad, you’re just …

Me Too.

You make me smile and laugh and roll my eyes in attempt to hide my affection, Hide my excitement, Conceal the fact that you make me feel beautiful, brilliant, deserving of attention. With you, I experience unfamiliar emotions; Effervescence, comfort, the list goes on. In the absence of your presence, a sense of nostalgia, My …

Inconsistencies.

You’ve always been up and down, In and out. Like consistency was an abomination. Reminding me that being here was not an obligation, And depending on you could only occur in my wildest imagination. You sway side to side, Back and forth. Like temporality was already implied. From the beginning it was obvious you tried, …

Happy New Year!

Hello beautiful people! How is everyone doing? How’s work going? School? Business blooming huh? That’s great! I’m happy that you’re happy. Really, I am. Usually I start off my non fictional posts with a cool ass story so, it’s only right I follow tradition right? Well, first off, Happy New Year! It’s been a whole …

Addiction.

Roses are red And violets often appear to be blue Totally unrelated but, I'm a slave to my addiction And that addiction is you. A.

Stay Gone.

Do not attempt to resurrect abolished emotions Or tales of a love that we once shared Moments in time where you made me laugh And rare occasions where I caused you to flush Bright pink like the shade of my insides Delicate areas which you once attended to Filled up with your wholesome Don't be …