I’m not okay.
Not now, not ever
Can someone teach me how to keep my torturous thoughts at bay?
Still on my mind but I’m slowly kicking things out
Reality is clear but my dreams cloud my eyes, my brain, I’m not so clever
But unlike the stars at night
Or the midday sun shining bright
My feelings must stay hidden
Because although beautiful, love like this would always be forbidden.
Love,
A
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