I Remember The Day You Left.

I remember the day you left
The day that my world went pitch black
And all the familiar sounds around me suddenly disappeared

I remember the day you left
My misery and all that I felt
Heartbreak, Resentment, I felt like a reject

I remember the day you left
The way that my thoughts were fixated on nothing but you
The manner in which confusion overcame me

I remember the day you left
How my tear glands failed to stop producing tears
And my nostrils thought it acceptable to allow mucus ooze out

I remember the day you left
The crack in my voice and the hate in my heart
My trail of thoughts and the nail I felt piercing though my soul

I remember the day you left
The couples that surrounded me
The joy and laughter emanating from people which I failed to feel

I remember the day you left
The lonely, depressing and endless nights
The ice cold emotionless bed on which I laid on

I remember the day you left
The thunderous sound which echoed when my life fell apart
The minuscule pieces of my heart that I could no longer put together

I remember the day you left
The speed at which the pages of my diary were filled up

with words that couldn’t possible describe what was happening to me
My talent in poetry which I never realized was there

I remember the day you left
The rising of the sun and the going down of my self-esteem
Me lying in bed hoping that this was all a dream

I remember the day you left
The day that the walls came crashing in
And everything came tumbling down on poor old me

I remember the day you left
The hateful words which you uttered
The manner in which you stormed out

I remember the day you left
And each time I do, I feel unbearable agony
I can’t do this, I can’t bear the pain

I remembered the day that you left
The day that you walked out and slammed the doors on my happiness
I remembered my sorrows one last time
And with every ounce of strength in me, I pulled the trigger
Dived into the waters
I hope I look beautiful floating on this peaceful river
I thought of it all and decided I needed everlasting rest
If the news about my passing ever gets to you
I hope you’d be happy that my last memory ever was when you left…me

Love,