Loneliness. 

You convince yourself That you forget what loneliness feels like But even while you smile at messages Filled with ensembles of previously rehearsed prophecies, Emptiness sets in. Because they are not the one And neither are you. Regardless, For as long as you remain attracted to their physical form, Captivated by the erudite nature of …

Falling. 

Forehead kisses Romantic retreats Thoughtful surprises Fingers interlocked Bodies touching Souls speaking Emotions deepening Both hearts unknowingly falling Love, A X

Unknown.

I don't know when the pain started When my insides went cold And my emotions departed I don't know when I reached that threshold Started eating to mask my pain. Started laughing to mask my pain. I cannot tell you when I started suffering So poor in faith and rich in sorrow It's all I …

False Memories. 

I'm in a weird place Where my insides feel empty But full of matter, not just space And my words come out petty Still with a smile on my face. Stuck in this weird limbo For what feels like a million centuries With my head buried deep in these pillows Hoping to get rid of …

Persistence.

I'll keep refuelling this worn out battleship, Until you promise to love me the right way, Until you believe that lie. I'll keep pouring life into our relationship, Until I begin to fade away, Until I begin to die. Love, A x

Okay?

Sunken eyes because they're heavy From the weight of salty, transparent liquid A symbol of grief, heaps of emotions I've been forced to bury Is it okay if I cried?   Stopped in my tracks out in the open It's these images in my head They've left me broken Spiritually encompassing my physical form Is …