I Want... To be the optimistic friend that pessimists need To be one of the strong women that the world lacks To be the independent girl that females hope to become To be the determined daughter that parents yearn for To be the hard working student that lecturers dream about To be the happy disposition …
The Blurry Future.
I've changed my mind and I don't know if it's right My future is beginning to look like an abstract painting With no definite outline No ultimate description Just a few ideas and the whole world claiming to have an opinion I was so sure Not bothered a bit about the inescapable pressure It was …
You’re A Girl – By @mizzleBW
You're a girl, You are strong. Strong enough to smile when you don't mean it Strong enough to have that special twinkle in your eyes even when your heart is crying out Strong enough to hide your very complex emotions all in the attempt to avoid hurting the feelings of those that you love and …
My Imaginary Walk Back Home.
It's dark, it’s quiet, It’s lonely and, for some reason, I really need the toilet. I’m walking back home, accompanied by my lover, We’re running like fools, It’s freezing because this isn’t summer. Laughing at the top of my voice, I need not laugh but, I’ve made my choice. Talking because it’ll be awkward if …
Just A Few Thoughts.
I thought about the brutal winter weather The cold, merciless Sheffield wind The slight trembling movements that my fingers made My misery and how it will eventually fade. I thought about the crowded streets Young adults with lectures to meet The morning skies, a bit too bright, a bit less cloudy My walk past …
2013 Yoooooo!
Hey beautiful people, It’s your girl, A and I’m here to give you another one of my long mushy posts. I apologize for abandoning my blog for a while (let’s assume you noticed) but, I just had a lot going on and, I needed time out. Merry Christmas, merry boxing day, merry day after boxing …
Elevator Business.
I'm on the first floor trying to get to the third I’m stood in front of the lift and for some reason, I am scared Taking the fast route There’s a pain in my ankle solely due to the tightness of my boots. In a matter of seconds, the lift doors open up I …
Note To Self.
Inhale, exhaleDon’t smile too much or laugh too loudIt’s hard to focus but, I must prevailA lot of things are hard to do when he is around. Think baby girl, thinkMake an attempt to speakThere’s only so much rubbish that you could sayMy lips are moving but, they don’t seem to make a sound. Be calm, be …
What Can You See?
Can you sense the emptiness I feel, The loneliness that surrounds me, The forced smiles I give? I look at you knowing that the emotions you have aren’t real. Can you hear my heart wailing, The silent sobs that leak out, The momentary deep breaths that I take? Knowing that I am just another …
A Bit Too Dramatic.
Once upon a time... You held me a bit too close, Kissed me a bit too intimately, Loved me a bit too recklessly, Fucked me a bit too fiercely It was beginning to seem a bit too perfect. Until you… Left a bit too soon, Gave up on me a bit too early, Hurt …
