I thought about the brutal winter weather The cold, merciless Sheffield wind The slight trembling movements that my fingers made My misery and how it will eventually fade. I thought about the crowded streets Young adults with lectures to meet The morning skies, a bit too bright, a bit less cloudy My walk past …
2013 Yoooooo!
Hey beautiful people, It’s your girl, A and I’m here to give you another one of my long mushy posts. I apologize for abandoning my blog for a while (let’s assume you noticed) but, I just had a lot going on and, I needed time out. Merry Christmas, merry boxing day, merry day after boxing …
Elevator Business.
I'm on the first floor trying to get to the third I’m stood in front of the lift and for some reason, I am scared Taking the fast route There’s a pain in my ankle solely due to the tightness of my boots. In a matter of seconds, the lift doors open up I …
Note To Self.
Inhale, exhaleDon’t smile too much or laugh too loudIt’s hard to focus but, I must prevailA lot of things are hard to do when he is around. Think baby girl, thinkMake an attempt to speakThere’s only so much rubbish that you could sayMy lips are moving but, they don’t seem to make a sound. Be calm, be …
What Can You See?
Can you sense the emptiness I feel, The loneliness that surrounds me, The forced smiles I give? I look at you knowing that the emotions you have aren’t real. Can you hear my heart wailing, The silent sobs that leak out, The momentary deep breaths that I take? Knowing that I am just another …
A Bit Too Dramatic.
Once upon a time... You held me a bit too close, Kissed me a bit too intimately, Loved me a bit too recklessly, Fucked me a bit too fiercely It was beginning to seem a bit too perfect. Until you… Left a bit too soon, Gave up on me a bit too early, Hurt …
Always wanted to…However.
I've always wanted to be close to crying Get that funny feeling in my mouth And then stop myself from bursting out However, I don't trust myself to hold back the tears I've always wanted to run through the hills Sing at the top of my voice And understand how it feels However, I …
Run Far Away.
I want to run far away Take off my leach and go astray Up and down the hills Through the valley Across the seas And pass every alley I want to run into the dark Dive in and swim with the sharks To wander off and find myself in a peaceful park It’s almost …
This _____ Of Mine.
This love of mine, Unreal as you may be, One day you will be true, You will not be unrequited. This infatuation of mine, Physically attractive as you may be, One day you will die, You will not compel me to act stupidly. This craving of mine, Desirable as you may be, One …
